You know what..
You were good for me. You complained about a lot yes, But in a way it helped.You bitched but it actually helped me become better. I was more on top of things and I tried my best at things. Sense it ended I just kinda gave up and have done nothing.Its pretty pathetic in a way yes, But I am sorry. I really am. You meant a lot to me and I’m sorry if I never made in noticeable or blunt. But you did. I’d hate to say it but you where right about a lot of things, I was shitty about a lot of things too. Most of all the things I said to you sometimes. I’m not asking for you back because I know I ruined it and wrecked everything. But if you could just show the slightest bit of forgiveness and at least help me through these few things I’d really appreciate it and wouldn’t ask anything of you ever again. You asked me not to speak to you so I’m not. I’d like to move on and forget but we all know you never forget. I’m sorry it couldn’t work and I’m sorry I wasn’t everything you wanted me to be. But I tried.. And I can honestly say I did. I’m not good enough for you and thats fine by me. I just hope someone out there is and they learn to accept the little things I didn’t want or care to. And I hope that some guy out there can actually make you happy. I mean that. If you see this then alright, Fine. If not I can’t complain cause I’m not telling you directly but You’ll know if its about you. All I can really say is I truly am sorry and Yes I was shitty. I just didn’t know what I was getting into and I was scarred. Sorry about everything I put you through and I hope you can at least accept the fact I am. Nothing more. Nothing less. Either way I just hope you’re happy, Sorry.
